So it's been almost a month since i've written, which wasn't the plan at all. I am just struggling with myself right now. I keep imagining that there are little warriors above my head fighting for my heart. Lame, I know. But that is truly what's going on, spiritual warfare, it's a real thing. Tonight I was reading Matthew again, and I read about the Faith of the Centurion, and I realized that's what i've been missing. Undoubting Faith. The Centurion has a sick servant that he wants Jesus to heal. Jesus says "take me to your home and I will heal him." But the Centurion has such great Faith that he says, I don't deserve you under my roof, but speak it and it will be done. Jesus completely shocked by this man's Faith, does as the Centurion believed it would happen, and healed the servant without even seeing him. WOW, how awesome is that. That's how AMAZING our Savior is. Matthew has so many stories about healing, it just leaves me awestruck, and although we don't really hear all of those miraculous stories, healing is happening every day. I'm on the path to healing right now.
We just need to take a step back and realize that there is a HUGE GOD up there who LOVES US UNCONDITIONALLY even though we don't deserve it all, if that's not something to live my life for, then what is?
Think about it.
